Oh the anger and the bitterness...
I can only apologise as one of the first wave of "new recruits." I don't think I was quite as bad as some, as I always had doubts, but when I look back I cringe with embarrassment..
I like to think that people can grow and develop with experiences and maturity - I hope I did...... However, a person whom I knew to be blind, blinkered and even bigoted in the eighties was apparently exactly the same twenty years later, according to a mutual acquaintance.
I can't go on and I can't go back, I don't feel so matter of fact,
I tried and tried to make good sense, What's the good to try it all again?